Zack Blakeney

Addiction Healing Specialist - Nirvana | Mind Body Soul

I spent 16 years addicted to porn — not because I lacked discipline, but because I didn’t know how to sit with what I was really avoiding: the fear of abandonment, rejection, and the unresolved wounds I carried from childhood. I looked like a leader on the outside — focused, successful, driven — but inside, I was fragmented. Behind the performance lived a boy who didn’t feel safe being seen. Healing didn’t come from hustle or hacks. It came from facing what I was using to escape — and choosing, again and again, to build an intimate relationship with the God within me.

Now, I guide others through their own hidden pain — the addiction cycles, emotional avoidance, and nervous system dysregulation that keep them out of alignment with who they really are. My work helps them reconnect to their body, integrate their shadows, and return to the voice of God they’ve been too distracted to hear. I don’t offer hype. I offer homecoming. You don’t need to become someone else to lead with power. You need to return to the one God designed — the one who leads from presence, wholeness, and truth. You weren’t meant to perform your way to peace. You were born free.